today already has been a really emotional day. Its Sunday and Sunday is bacon and Sausage day at my house. Well today the kids decided they wanted to add an apple butter braid and my house smells so good. last night the family had tacos i keep crying asking myself why did i do this. why did i set myself up to go threw all this why am i doing all of this...... Then I looked at the fat girl in our family photo and seen my 2 wonderful kids along with the three step kids and went this is why.... i want to live for them. i want to be with them. i don't want to be stuck on the sidelines cause i'm to heavy to do anything with them. i want to get on the tube in the summer and go tubbing,swiming at the water park, and even sitting comfortable in the chairs at the school to watch school programs. That is why i'm doing this....
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